Don't forget powerless and week, those two were prominent in the mix of feelings Cara was spectactuarly failing to repress.

And because her subconcious was just that fucked up, tiny-her looked over her shoulder at tiny-Surreal and turned to offer her a hug even as she argued "It is my fault. If she hadn't been me, they never would have chosen us."

Traumatised and brainwashed nine-year-old logic, everyone!

[Guess who lost power for EIGHT HOURS midway though typing this.]